Saturday, November 20, 2010

Anger is a bad counselor.

Darkness cannot drive out darkness;

only light can do that.


Hate cannot drive out hate;

only love can do that.


Hate multiplies hate,violence multiplies violence,

and toughness multiplies toughness in a descending spiral of destruction...


The chain reaction of evil...hate begetting hate,

wars producing more wars...must be broken,

or we shall be plunged into the dark abyss of annihilation.



good day everyone!

famous death poem

Death is nothing at all.

I have only slipped away to the next room.

I am I and you are you.

Whatever we were to each other,

That, we still are.



Call me by my old familiar name.

Speak to me in the easy way

which you always used.

Put no difference into your tone.

Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.



Laugh as we always laughed

at the little jokes we enjoyed together.

Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me.

Let my name be ever the household word

that it always was.

Let it be spoken without effect.

Without the trace of a shadow on it.



Life means all that it ever meant.

It is the same that it ever was.

There is absolute unbroken continuity.

Why should I be out of mind because

I am out of sight?



I am but waiting for you.

For an interval. Somewhere.

Very near. Just around the corner.



All is well.

Friday, November 12, 2010

lust is your last

i the angry and the desperate

Never have you till then

You made your self-close



You intimidator

Make me desperate

Provoking, hatred



Selfish hoodwink

You only heed for what you feel



As I show my existence

You never care what it was



What kind of mortal are you?

You evildoer, monster at my bed

You are the great nightmare of my life



You bring me self-pity

As you know that am craving for you

You put your self on forward



Never thinking I was there

You only see me through out your

dilemma



I hate you

Finest word to say



I hate you

My body is on tremor

Angry, slowly coating my soul



My teeth gnashing

Coz of pain you've left



Speechless

No sounds

Heart palpitate

Reminding me that am still breathing



This will be kept

As I know you

Sorry...

justice is just this

What is justice?

This unapparent fairness

Supposed to combine rather than divide

Just a word that likes to hide

This unapparent fairness

What is justice?



Justice, is between you and if you are righteous

And you might just be righteous,

But you don’t have the intelligence of the truths of real justice.

Justice, is merely impossible because we have created injustice.

And just this.



It may be a tongue twister to read

But justice is a twist of the tongue indeed

A twist of the lung, you can’t breathe

A twist of the fun, full of hypocrisy and greed

A fake term misused, abused of its creed

Our mouths say justice, but injustice is what we really speak

And just this.



What is justice?

This unapparent fairness

Supposed to combine rather than divide

Just a word that likes to hide

This unapparent fairnessWhat is justice?



Just a word, and just this.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

smoker alert (damn i can't quit)

Have a quick cigarette go on just try one

Its not forever it’s simply all for fun

Take a look at what peer pressure has done

Your brain wants to take it but your legs want to run



There sitting down there, patiently waiting

To see if I’ll take one after all this hating

But the persuaders don’t truly understand

Im hating cause my dad, died with a cigarette in his hand



What The smell of smoke in my shirt?

Warning, Warning Smoker alert!



What’s the harm if I have one little puff?

But the real danger is if I can’t get enough of the stuff

They’re still waiting for my answer; they have been for a while

I have to prove myself to pass there smoking trial



My mind is really racing

Plus my heart is truly pacing

It’s not even a serious decision it’s just a, “Cigarette Flirting”

I won’t be saying this in 24 years when my lungs are hurting



What The smell of smoke in my shirt?

Warning, Warning Smoker alert!



Should I do it or should I not

Should the lighter be cold or should it be hot?

The suspense is tense they want a response now

Why did I get myself into this, just tell me how



I know myself that im an addictive fellow

Should I risk it and my teeth will turn yellow

Right im going to give an answer, it is now or never

But the answer I give will affect me forever





What The smell of smoke in my shirt?

Warning, Warning Smoker alert!



The answer is this, not knowing what to expect

But then I look down on the floor and they all are dead

That is certainly the least I expected

The truth actually is the death was smoking affected

life without a life

It’s a life with commitment

It’s a life without complement

It’s a life with compromise

It’s a life without appraise

It’s a life with emotion

It’s a life without inspiration

It’s a life with amuse

It’s a life without refuse

It’s a life with tear & grin

It’s a life without dream

It’s a life with touch

It’s a life without trust

It’s a life with pain

It’s a life without importance

It’s a life with a relation

It’s a life without love and affection

Is it a life or only Compromise?

is this you! (nothing to expect)

Expect nothing.

Live frugally On surprise.

become a stranger

To need of pity Or,

if compassion be freely

Given out



Take only enough

Stop short of urge to plead

Then purge away the need.


Wish for nothing larger

Than your own small heart

Or greater than a star;



Tame wild disappointment

With caress unmoved and cold

Make of it a parka

For your soul.


Discover the reason why

So tiny human midget

Exists at all

So scared unwise

But expect nothing.

Live frugally

On surprise.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

explosion( if you are easily offended please turn around now, otherwise continue reading with your dirty mind)

I grip tight to her hips

while dizzy wheels skid around the corners,



She glides above me

in the back of an ambulance

wrapped in bandages with an oxygen mask on.



Our driver accelerates

making the city lights blur red

and blue dance bright on her back

I barely hear her moan through the sirens.



We burst through the traffic measures & road blocks,

plastic cones squashed

like ants under slabs of concrete.



A bridge ascends ahead

and we’ve got a jump to make.



My eyes glare back through the windscreen

everything’s upside-down,

the safety signs smile the stars crumble to earth.



A rocket hits us

and we explode between the gap in the bridge

a wonderful spectacle

a graceful fire-work blown up into a ball of flames;

medical supplies and love.

wasted perfection

Narcissism you say?

I can’t think of a single thing

That affects me less than this.



People ask me questions all day,

Because usually,

I know all the answers.

But nobody asked this before.



Of course the answer is no.

Not now, not then, not ever.



If I were a narcissist,

Don’t you think I would know?

If someone had said so,

I’d sure remember.

My memory’s better than most.

Narcissism?



The very thought!

You’ve got a lot of nerve!

Of course the answer is no

Not now, not then, not ever.



Narcissist?

Not a chance.

I still can’t believe you’d ask.

I don’t think it matters

What you’ve heard people say,

I have only my own code to live by.



To my conscience be true

Day in and day out.

Narcissist?

Please, don’t be silly.

walang titulo!

Your heart will break,

when you realize the mistake

of thinking what you had was real.

For it was only an Illusion.



Information pressed down your throat,

like a Mother Bird feeding it's young.

Many lies.

Fed.

Stuffed.

Swallowed.

I regurgitate.

Repulsed.

Broken.



Your head will hurt,

when you're treated like dirt.

For it front of your face,

the lies kept taking place.

How silly to think that your good,

would be understood.

When no good deed went unpunished.

Nor will it ever.



The truth revealed!

A burden to heal.

But determined still...

Fly, bird. Fly.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

sep 14 best day ever

What an extra ordinary day!
3 cups of coffee; man it really wakes up.
3-5 pcs of buttered biscuit; darling do I’m still breathing.
4 litters of water; yes I’m alive.
5 stick cigarettes; babe you’re smoking hot
12 hours; my head is floating!
720 minutes; this is insane!
43200 seconds; dude I’m going crazy.
Is this how it feels like! Is this the symptoms!
Hey! You! Man up there, are you punishing me?
Yeah I know I’m a stupid jerk but this is not pair.
I’m been humiliated by these tine insects around me,
I’m devastated I’d try to get rid of them but it wasn’t that successful.
Hey! Listen do you hear that, no not my mouth my stomach.
I’m such a douche; I wish I knew that this day will be this pathetic,
Before I start thinking that I was a superhuman but I was wrong.
I’m weaker than I thought, I’m fragile and I’m just a human being.
I have feelings, I have needs, and I’m starving!
Dude! Come on! Please! Rain me some food!

nothing!!!

How can he heal the world if our own wounds remain painful and unforgettable?

They say “time will heal” but I said “no it isn’t”, because in every pain there are wounds,

If there is wound it bleeds and soon it will become scar, a mark that will always remind you how foolish, eager and careless you’ve become! Our life can be cure by one heart, our heart can be heal by one soul

Our soul can be purified by one faith.

In every trial and every fall there is a lesson to learn; in every success there is something to gain.

Time may pass, people passed by, some choose to stay and some were eventually gone. I don’t know! Will I just passed by too or will I choose to stay and stay forever? If only I could go back? Will i able to do what I’ve missed. Will I able to fulfill my dreams and satisfy my cravings? If I had a time machine do I have the right to secure my future and make things right? If only I could I’ll took the risk just to check, not to change, whatever the outcome whenever it was. “What is done is can not be undone” only time will heal, time will reveal and time will set us free! I never picture my self that I can be in the right time but in the wrong place or in the right place at the wrong time. I think destiny lead us there because we have a purpose; we have an important role to portray, we have a lesson to learn, but do we have the right to refuse in whatever the so called destiny lead us?

Our life can be miserable, hope can be crushed and dreams can be shattered!

Love can make us blind, laughter can make as deaf, pain can make us numb and anger can make us mute. Are you brave enough? There no such thing as failure, instead it is an early attempt to success!

In a mere situation, sometimes we don’t know what to do, we panic and we rush then we slept and fall.

We don’t even know where to go and whom we should depend on! Whom will we call in times of trouble and in times we’re lost! I’m lucky because I have my family and friends or is it that they are the lucky once because they have me! Sweet! No! Seen this way it is cycle, a system, a bond, that connect each and one of us not only by names nor only by number or in color but in mind and in hearts! The difficult of life is in the choice. We choose but can we manage and make the best of it, or when the time that we can’t handle situation we throw it all away and wasted the opportunity that rarely come to those who wait with faith and work with wisdom! They are few and they are out of numbers I’m referring to those who are blessed enough not only with good fortune but also countless opportunity. Yes! Indeed life is a little bit unfair but we have the power to change destiny we have the right to dream and we have the ability to work on it. We all have something in common, I can call these a weapon that may protect or destroy us, and it only depends on how we use it, freewill; that is what I’m talking about.

Now look inside and listen to your heart! Feel it, think of it, work with it, and set a goal, it is up to you whether it is a short term or long term but make sure you can achieve what ever it is! Use your mind analyzed, ask your self when, how, where to start with. There are a lot of possible outcome in what ever decisions we made. There are a lot of options, choose only what would be the best for you, chose the path that will make you a well being, who is responsible enough and brave enough to stand again and not afraid to accept failures. Be contented on what ever you have right now because sooner or later they’re gone and replace with a better one. Leave your life to the fullest and no regrets, make it wonderful and worth remembering. You’re on your own now. You have your own freewill. Start you own journey and make your own destiny!

Sunday, August 29, 2010

are you nuts!

to the "old people" who want to ruins somebody's life
because of some rumors they've heard to a certain gossip-monger.
This are small issues which are not a big deal become exaggerated
and a trending topic for all and this innocence people,
all they want is to make good deeds
but they become a victim of judgmental people,
"trial by tsismis" should i say!.
This is all i can say "tsismis" is a childish game, grown up people.
"tsismis" is a battle ground for the coward
who were afraid of confrontations.
Some people use "tsismis" to free them selves away from exposure
of what ever anomaly they done.
so stop playing dumb!